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Got this from an anonymous source....  -AK

The Fierce Power of Agape

You reside in a field of love.  Your very base programming begins there.  It is the spark of each other that joins you.  Isolated, you may appreciate nature and love life, yet it is in human contact that you embody the fierce power of agape. For when you love another, it is not their attributes that are calling to your soul, but a reminder of your own.

When you look at each other and are deeply moved, it is because at a fundamental level you understand that there you behold the sacred.  It is you that has stirred your own soul.

What this moment is about is a shedding of our skin of self-loathing.  What is not perfection is not true.  The veil that we speak of is not draped between ourselves and others - but hanging, invisibly, as a barrier to the truth.  It is you on the other side of that veil - gloriously abundant and here now on purpose.  Your vessel will push waves of light cascading over all of creation, creating tsunamis of love.

For love is a force.  Love is here because you are here.  It arrives unbidden whenever you do.  It takes a being of unimaginable power to embody divinity.  It takes you.

We are the one you've been waiting for.

( Repost from August 2012)
~Sophia 

Earth Day Challenge & Award: Free Energy - Steven M Greer

April 22, 2014 Please post and circulate widely



$100,000 STAR Challenge and Award
Dear Friends and Supporters of Sirius,

On the one year anniversary of the launch of "Sirius", I would like to thank all of you for your continued support, which has made "Sirius" the most successful crowd funded documentary film in history!

On this one year anniversary, Earth Day 2014, we are announcing the STAR Challenge and Award. While we have not raised enough funds to open a professional research and development lab, thanks to your generosity we have enough funds to announce this new Award of $100,000.

Many have sent us reports of open-source "free energy" devices seen on the Internet. We do not have a lab or personnel to experiment with such possibilities.  Therefore, we are announcing this Award to incentivize the interested new energy public to come forward with such a technology.

As many of you know, we have spent many years and over $900,000 traveling the world testing, providing grants to individuals and attempting to find such a device. Many were frauds, others were legitimate- but the inventors wanted to keep the technology secret. In a 2010 case, we provided a grant to a scientist who works for the intelligence community and government (I had seen his lab and what he could do- it was impressive!) and whose supervisors had cleared him to make a Tesla-like device for us- only to later have him threatened by others outside his command.

Dozens of times we have gotten close to finding such a system- only to have it vanish. The Stan Meyer Collection was bought by a corporation which we have just learned is being threatened. Why? They are doing their work secretively and without the support and knowledge of you, the public.

We have concluded that in order for this technology to succeed, it must be open-source, independently verified and completely reproducible- and this must be done fully in the open, with the whole world watching. Secrecy is our enemy, and has doomed countless inventors to failure. We must learn from history and not repeat it.

Of course, if we had adequate funding our Lab would operate in this fashion- literally being streamed on the Internet.  But since we do not have enough funding to staff and outfit a high energy lab, we are making this Award available to anyone who meets the criteria of the Award. Each point in the criteria is the result of 24 years of research and investigation into  how new energy is suppressed, how some unscrupulous people have tricked the public in the past, and what is needed strategically to launch a new technology so that it makes a real, practical difference for the Earth and her people.

We have an amazing network of people all over the world who can help get such a device secured, funded and launched to the public- IF the technology is legitimate and can be properly vetted. Many powerful people, while justifiably skeptical, will come forward to support us if we can put in front of them something that is real.

This is necessary. A set of plans on the Internet will not, by itself, solve the problem.The average person (me included) could not make a toaster from a set of schematics !

Ultimately, this technology will need to have enough support that it will be able to be developed and manufactured- and made available to 7 billion people on Earth.

I believe we can do this - IF we are provided a technology that meets this criteria.

For the sake of all of us, and for the beautiful Earth who suffers under the weight of the burden of humanity, I hope that we will soon be able to provide this Award to someone.

Spread the word- and let the STAR Challenge and Award begin!

In Universal Peace,

Steven M. Greer MD

Albemarle County, VA

Earth Day

22 April 2014

Click here for the technology criteria and evaluation form.

Please read them very carefully.

If you have a working device and wish to apply for the award,  you must print out, fill out and then sign the device criteria and technology evaluation form and submit them.

Sophia

The Team: You Affect the Quantum Field, as received by Peggy Black

The Team : You Affect the Quantum Field, 
as received by Peggy Black

April 16, 2014
www.morningmessages.com

We are here once again offering you our gratitude as well as encouraging you to remember who you are. You are here in this timeframe, in this physical focus to support and assist the transformation of consciousness. You are the doorway, the portal and the anchor for the awareness of the oneness of all.

We certainly understand your feelings and sensations of separateness which your physical body provides. We know that you can feel the texture of your skin, the muscles that might be sore or tense, however this is only one small aspect of who you truly are. It is your focus because this reality is dense, and if you bumped your toe, it would certainly cause you a physical sensation of pain and discomfort.

However if you could see yourself as we observe you, you are swirling atoms of Light. You are energy vibrations, of color and sound. You sparkle and shine.

So we invite you to begin to imagine or sense this aspect of yourself as pure energy. Recognize and own that you are part of the whole. As pure energy you are connected and move with the energy of the quantum field of oneness. This is your true essence.

It is important that you remember and establish the clear understanding of yourself as pure energy. And like the physical body that requires certain care for its well-being and sustenance, your energy essence also requires care for its well-being and sustenance.



Of your five energy fields, the densest is the actual physical body. Next is the etheric energy body often referred to as a Ka body in the Egyptian practices. It is the blueprint or holograph of the physical body. The emotional layer is the field or keeper of your feelings and emotional patterns. The mental layer is created by the vibrations of your thoughts and beliefs. And your higher consciousness vibrates and is anchored at your spiritual layer.

You are a being of energy, light and vibration. Each of these five energy fields contributes to your individual and unique qualities. This is your personal energy signature.

It is most important that you consciously and with clear intentions nurture, nourish, sustain and strengthen each of your levels of energy and light, each of your vibrational bodies.

There are many methods, techniques, and practices that you can consciously employ daily to invigorate, empower and fortify your energy signature. Nourish each level, especially the etheric or Ka body which holds your divine blueprint.

Mediations, sound vibrations, visualizations in which you call forth and feel cosmic energy flowing into your personal vibrational field will strengthen, and revitalize your core essence. Clearing dense emotions and low vibrational thoughts will also contribute to your light body. Being in nature or visualizing a beloved place in nature will add to your energy well being. Allow energy, light, and prana, the universal life force, to heal, mend and energize you on all five levels of who you are as a being of light vibrations.

We also invite you to consider the incredible expanded energy layer and awareness of your multidimensional self. It is this energy field that holds and anchors all the others.

This field of awareness is part of your ascension, part of your understanding that you are truly connected and flowing with the universe. All is truly one energy field; you have named this the quantum field.

You are interfacing, interacting, moving, dancing, expanding and contracting with this quantum field at all times. Your energy signature, your actions, your thoughts and emotions are affecting this quantum matrix at all times.

There is a term that is coming into your awareness more and more and that is quantum entanglement. This term relates to the inseparable relationship between all things. When energy fields become connected or entangled, they continue to share energy and information no matter the distance they are apart. They contribute to results and events.

The quantum world or quantum field we have spoken of many times holds all potential simultaneously. You dear one are connected to this incredible potential, your light body, your multidimensional self, is entangled with this reality and beyond.

With this understanding, partnered with clear heart intentions and a strong personal energy signature, you can begin to influence this quantum field through the entanglement, the connection with the whole and the oneness of all.

Imagine owning and honoring the skills of a co-creator with intentions held in the compassionate heart and coming together with others who also carry this understanding.

Together as group, imagine how you would affect the quantum field and all the potentials. Together your focus and intention could be on life sustaining realities.

Know that you alone, or together with other physical or non-physical beings, can simply send light and energy through your entangled connection to any area on your planet that is unstable or in conflict. You can direct your enlightened focus and dedication to any aspect of your reality. Begin to use this awareness for healing and balance for all life.

You could join with others in this physical reality as well as partner with beings in the non-physical realms; you could interface in a new expanded way with the past as well as the future.

Begin to recognize that you are interconnected with the holographic multiverse through this entanglement of the quantum energy field. You could move from one parallel universe to another. You could, so to speak, make a “quantum leap or quantum jump.”

We are aware that we are stretching you a bit with this message. However, it is time that you owned who you are. We realize that this physical reality is your main focus and takes up most of your attention. So we come to shake things up a bit and engage you in the bigger picture.

You are here to transform what is dense and dysfunctional. You are here to honor your connection with divine source energy, the all that is, and the universal life force.

You are a guardian, a defender, a protector and advocate of light and life.

Strengthen your own Light body, for it is from that place that you will contribute to your mission and service to this reality and timeframe and all realties and timeframes. Allow the energetic magnetic dynamic forces offered by the celestial ones to strengthen you as well.

You are a shining, sentient, infinite vortex of conscious light energy. We honor you and your courage to embody a limited physical form. And we invite you to know and understand at your deepest level of understanding that you can expand your awareness and call forth who you are in your most magnificent multidimensional aspect. We invite you to feed yourself light, call it forth, envision it pouring into the crown of your head, activating your pineal and filling every cell with healing, energizing light vibrations from the entire quantum field.

Remember you are powerful beyond measure. You are here to anchor divine conscious life sustaining patterns into all you behold. Begin to play with these ideas we have offered, stretch into the possibilities, allow our words to sustain and empower you.

We are ever grateful for this opportunity to serve and honor you as you progress and awaken from the imposed vibrations of forgetfulness this earthly reality embraced you with upon your arrival. You are seen and you are acknowledged.

the ‘team’

©2014 Peggy Black All Right Reserved. You may share this message and distribute as long as nothing is changed, you credit the author and include this copyright notice and web address. www.morningmessages.com

“Steepness” of Energetic pathways now increases

“Steepness” of Energetic pathways now increases
by ÉirePort

Suspended energetics are illuminated with full clarity and transparency for all to view.

Standard correction protocols will no longer be useful to those desiring release.

Effective correction strategies are available via consultation with Higher Cosmic Source.

Cosmic signalings are in progress via newly opened and reconfigured gateways.

Answers to ancient inquiries are surfacing and are apparent to all with Higher Eyes.

"Steepness" of Energetic pathways now increases.

ÉirePort | April 19, 2014 at 12:36 am | Categories: Uncategorized | URL: http://wp.me/p2tSAX-1p

Extremes of experience accompany Higher Cosmic Aligned Nova Gaia energetic grids

Extremes of experience accompany Higher Cosmic Aligned Nova Gaia energetic grids

by ÉirePort

Extremes of experience accompany Higher Cosmic Aligned Nova Gaia energetic grids.

Nothing escapes Illumination at this time.

Most strongly illumined, and most strongly affected, are dormant revert energetic structures within human individuals, communities, and so-called governmental bodies.

After initial flarings, conscious individuals, communities, and so-called governmental bodies, learn to accept such, and release the revert structures.

Predominance of heart connections becomes apparent.

ÉirePort | April 16, 2014 at 8:09 am | Categories: Uncategorized | URL: http://wp.me/p2tSAX-1n

Quick update on my move to Auchtam

 I'm at a restaurant in Oued Laou using their WIFI. The internet 3G service in the village of Auchtam is not working, I'm not going to speculate why but it could just be the infrastructure is just not built to handle this many westerners and our wireless devices.  We will come up with a solution. Worst case we have to take a bus 5 miles to blog...

My apartment is nice but the landlord seems to have sold my master bedroom mattress, my washing machine and the propane  tank to my water heater.  I got a new gas tank and replaced the shower fixtures.  So I've got about 5000 dirham (500 euro) in move in costs I didn't expect.  Also had to install shower curtains and shower rods so water doesn't go everywhere. Not sure the guy ever used the showers before.

The QEG core is apparently still at the German DHL facility and has not yet arrived.  Brian, Bob and Lisa and Company are doing a fine job bringing people in but the number arriving is taxing the number of places to put people. We expect 100 people here by the end of the month. I fully support and encourage those moved to help out Lisa and Brian to do so. What they and Hope Girl are doing is very important. Donations to that effort do not come to me, I am not directly involved with that doing but will provide what assistance I can to them.

If we have anyone in my audience with deeper pockets than most and that would like to help me get a satellite solution in here to get the kind of Internet bandwidth we need SMS message me at   +212 (0)6 08 98 91 31 estimated costs for what we need are about 600 euro per month and it requires a 12 month commitment. We can relay the signal up the valley we are in with WIFI routers...

Also those who'd like to help my efforts here can donate at the right of the blog. 

The Word

 

The speed with which decisions are made by you is an indication of which part of yourself you are listening to.  So many times the thoughts used to direct your life and monitor your activities are thoughtless regurgitations of things you were taught by your elders in a very different time.

Habit is the reason so many of us end up unhappy.  It sort of takes over and replaces conscious choice with behavior that does not serve you or help to attain any of your goals.

Habits are a form of addiction and we continue them not because they bring us any pleasure but because we cannot seem to stop.

What does it take to end a behavior that, if you were thinking clearly, you would not engage in?  Habits are broken only when something better shows up – when you have replaced them with something you’d rather do.

This seems so straightforward yet it is not.  The key is to find something that yields a more desirable result, or gets you something you deeply long for.  Reminders are necessary, as well as support.

It helps to talk about the habit you are attempting to change.  Words are creative.  So many of us miss that aspect of the creative process and keep our most cherished dreams a secret.  We harbor them as if speaking them aloud would take away their specialness.   

Nothing could be further from the truth.  Speak about the things you wish for – to anyone who will listen.  As scripture says, “In the beginning was the Word”.

Words are a powerful creative force.  You have not been told enough about them.  Saying things again and again, habitually, only reinforces some part of your life you are most likely not enjoying.

Phrases like “I can’t ________”, “This never works”, “I’m too _____” “It’s my bum leg or my bad ear or my weak eye” only reinforces a physical condition that may not be serving your life’s goals.

We’ve grown up thinking that complaints like this are just the facts, and are harmless.  It is time to understand how effective words are.  Advertising is a trillion dollar industry and it is blasted into your ears at every turn.  It seems passive and harmless yet annoying, when in fact it is a creative bit of control and is affecting your life in a very real way.  What you hear registers on some level and you make no choice about it; you are accepting it as truth.

Advertising reinforces ideas around illness, weakness, disease, beauty, success, fear and strength that are sitting in your psyche for the most part unchallenged.  If you don’t give thought to what you hear on a continual basis, you are more likely than not going to repeat whatever it is telling you in your own life. 

Choose carefully which words you surround yourself with and those that come out of your own mouth. Words are real, and effective manifestors.  Even without intent they create your life – merely by repetition.

All of life is a creative act.  It is your masterpiece.  The colors in your pallet are many.  Thoughts, words and actions that are spoken, heard, felt and witnessed all work together to create your everyday.  Once you are alert and aware of the way they mix together you can alter the hue.  This takes consciousness and everyday awareness.  It is not necessary to stop, but to start.  The focus on stopping only brings that thing, (the thing you are attempting to stop), forefront in your mind, creating more of it.

Start to speak always with purpose and you’ll watch your life play out exactly as you’ve planned.  Listen.  Appreciate the power in the word.  This is a power you hold right now.

You are the One you’ve been waiting for.

~Sophia

The Experiment: Doomed to Fail

There is a tendency as human to reach first and ask later.  By reach, what is referred to here is any and all action that pushes the known standards.  We like to go further than man has gone before and so we do – in every possible way. This habit of pushing the edge of the envelope is one of the characteristics that was not bred into man by anyone else; it is who man is.  Yet it has become his most dominant and desirable trait. Without much assistance man has accomplished a great deal.  This is because of your tenacity and refusal to succumb to limits.  All of this is in direct opposition to the slavery genetic; therefore creating a personality of polarity. There is a part of you that was made to conform and obey and a part of you driven to break all the rules and reach for the stars. In fact, it may be said that the genetic manipulation failed and instead of creating a perfect slave made a being who will push every boundary placed before it in order to discover if it can. All of this is to say that the evidence of power, determination and brilliance within you is everywhere.  Your light cannot be doused. The story of “the experiment” with man is true, and it is good to now possess that knowledge.  Yet what is better is to see the bigger picture.  The desired outcome was doomed from the start.  This is because of the unique spark of brilliance and belief that you hold. In other words, we are able to act the part of slave if that is what is necessary for survival. But we will never be slaves in our hearts.  The drive for freedom is seen and told over and over again in our stories.  It is one of our favorites.  When the group or individual succeeds “against all odds”, we feel a sense of deep satisfaction.  One of us made it out. All of this is the atmosphere in which you thrive.  Stagnation does not appeal and you won’t stay there.  Not for long.  Restriction of any kind seems only to stimulate a more inventive method of escape. You have shown, beyond doubting, that you are not able to be programmed completely.  What is interesting in these current times of great change and expansion, is that so many of you have come to rely on the channeling of another being to show you the way.  These other beings may have a different vantage point from which to see things – but they are not human.  It is in your humanity that the strength and individual capacity for creation resides. The point here is to say, yes, there was a plan; an experiment in control.  Yes, we are right now ending it and not because a “greater” group of beings from someplace else came in, swooped down and got rid of the controllers.  It is ending because we ended it.  Our collective will and inner drive have set out to create freedom for all. This habitual expectation to look outside of ourselves for help and answers is not because there is really someone coming.  It is because the genetic alteration separated us from our truth.  It disconnected us from knowing all that we are.  Every since then, we’ve been looking for answers outside of us, when in fact we had to look no further than within. As we reconnect our DNA to its original blueprint, we discover the truth.  The ones we’ve been searching for have been here all along.  They are us.  We are the Ones we’ve been waiting for. ~ Sophia PS:  I think this is one of my most favorite blog posts. ;)  I Love you absolutely.

The Wayshowers Shoes

There is not much sense in living out the days ahead as if all that matters is the physical existence you know now.  All of this can and will change as the evolution of the species takes place.  These changes to the physical you are a process that takes place gradually and all at once.  You are not the same human of a year ago and won’t be in a year’s time. 

What changes have occurred, have allowed a greater un-folding of the multi-faceted you that is truth.  This version, the true version of the human, has within a vast collection of memories and abilities.  As these begin to surface, life as you know it will dramatically change.

Today there are things you consider miracles and people you regard as saints, prophets and mystics.  They stand out as anomalies because they have access to the latent abilities we all possess.  They are “turned on”.

This activation is what is happening now, very soon in a dramatic moment that has been foretold, an “event”.  All of the 2012 lore was intentionally planted in the global consciousness as an energy harvester.  It worked and many now have either forgotten completely or given up or see things moderately different but not radically switched.  Most carry on with their lives as a form of forced participation without understanding or true fulfillment. Once an “event” happens, it will be as if all of this was a bad dream.

The youngest among you will not remember this time or energy, the energy of control, limitation and inhibition. They were born activated.  So what does this mean?

It means they are aware of all of their lives, this one included.  They look at this life as an adventure and see it brimming with possibility and promise.  As they watch the defeated faces of their elders they do not understand.  They are not seeing “beaten down” as one of the choices for life’s expression.  They are psychically connected to you, whether or not you connect that way intentionally.  It may be that they ignore it because everyone else seems to and they are in the process of learning to adapt and live here.

The promise for a new world can be seen in their eyes.  Soon, it will be evident in the eyes of each other.  This, after global activation occurs.  The timing of this very much depends on the collective.  Are you inviting it now with anticipation and expectation?  This too is part of creation – yours.  Although the fact of your evolution is inevitable, the speed is self-determined.  This was a choice made by all of humanity.

The thing about the human is that you can and do demonstrate your own way of doing just about everything. Part of the desire to control and own earth is found there.  You are brilliantly diverse and unique.  It took a master plan and genetic alteration to change that.  Even then, the anomalies were always present and the stories in your history tell of great beings and miracles among you.  All of this can be considered evidence for the possibility of you.  Inside, you hold all that you’ve been told of and more.

In order for an “event” to occur, there has to be a willingness, openness and expectation from part of the population.  You will be the wayshowers, explaining to the rest of the populace what has taken place.  They will feel it and understand on a very deep level that all has been altered, yet without background or history the potential of what is now their lives may be a gradual realization.

Understand that because you are aware of what is happening does not mean you are more gifted or advanced.  It simply means that this was the role you chose for the shift.  Some of us had to be wayshowers.  Some of us have to demonstrate the truth of the human.  If you are reading this now, this may be you.

It is okay that you don’t yet see with wide open eyes or demonstrate magic.  You will do all of these things, knowing that by demonstrating who we actually are, you are accelerating the shift for all of mankind.  You are in exactly the right place now and will be when the activation “event” takes place.

There is nothing to prepare or to know, this is a memory re-surfacing that is familiar and natural for you.  It will be like stepping into an old pair of favorite shoes.  You’ll walk quicker and in greater comfort and will feel like you are home.  You are. 

You are the Ones you’ve been waiting for.

~Sophia

 

 

 

http://gawker.com/the-astounding-conspiracy-theories-of-wall-street-geniu-1561427624

The Astounding Conspiracy Theories of Wall Street Genius Mark Gorton

Mark Gorton is a prominent financier and a respected entrepreneur. He founded the music sharing site Limewire, and he runs Tower Research, a famed high-frequency trading firm. Gorton also believes that the "ruthless" secret cabal that assassinated JFK and planned 9/11 could be coming to kill his family.

Mark Gorton does not have a reputation as a crackpot. Quite the opposite. He's been favorably profiled in the New York Times for his business acumen and charitable deeds. His experience as the head of Limewire—which disrupted the music industry and then lost a $100 million lawsuit as a result—was closely followed by the press. And when Michael Lewis's blockbuster new book about high frequency trading was published recently, prominent media outlets turned to Gorton to learn what HFT firms are really like. The Huffington Post even dubbed him "the new face of Wall Street." He is a very respected and very wealthy man.

This week, we were forwarded documents that Gorton was sending out to employees at Tower Research. These documents—embedded at the bottom of this post—are essays by Mark Gorton, laying out his theories on the secret high-level murderous criminal "Cabal" that is responsible for, among other things, the JFK and RFK assassinations, the presidential careers of the Bushes, Clinton, and Obama, the Oklahoma City bombing, the 9/11 plot, and the murder of countless witnesses, politicians, and journalists who sought to expose them, including Sen. Paul Wellstone and even Hunter S. Thompson. Everything, according to Gorton, has been an inside job.

It is really something.

The longest and most complete of Gorton's essays is titled "Fifty Years of the Deep State." To give you a taste of what he believes, a few brief excerpts. On the JFK assassination:

The assassination of JFK was part of a full scale Coup d'état, the violent takeover of our government by a group of criminals. I have not the slightest doubt in my mind that JFK's assassination was the work of a network of criminals embedded within the political system and power structure of the United States. Key among the players in the Coup of '63 were LBJ; Allen Dulles and the CIA; J Edgar Hoover and the FBI; right wing Texas oil executives including Clint Murchison Sr., H.L. Hunt and D.H. Byrd; the East Coast business establishment centered around Rockefeller interests and the Council on Foreign Relations; Curtis Le May (chairman of the joint chief of staff), other right wing leaders of the military and elements of military intelligence; and the Bush family (both Prescott and George H.W. Bush)...

LBJ planned to kill JFK from the moment he considered becoming vice president.

And Gorton believes that the plotters of the assassination were ready to literally start a nuclear war as part of the coverup:

The contingencies beyond how to blame Oswald were much more serious. If it were superficially obvious that JFK's killing was the result of a conspiracy, Castro was to be blamed, and an invasion of Cuba was to quickly follow. Many anti-Castro Cubans who participated in the Coup were deeply disappointed that the invasion of Cuba never materialized. My studies of the Coup of '63 have led me to believe that even graver fall back strategies were embedded in the plot. If JFK's killing was obviously perceived as being part of large conspiracy, and the US public was not buying the Castro did it angle, the Coup plotters were in truly dire straits. These desperate men who ran the military, the FBI, some of largest companies in the world, and the US government faced the prospect of being hung for treason. I believe that the darkest scenarios envisioned by the Coup plotters involved declaring martial law and blaming the Russians and taking the country to (and possibly over) the brink of nuclear war with Russia...

The coverup, Gorton writes, has been deadly:

Over the years, certainly 50 and more likely more than 100 people have been killed to preserve the secrets of the Coup of '63. Many witnesses, reporters, people who knew too much, plot members at risk of being exposed, overzealous law enforcement officials have all been killed. Some of these deaths were clearly violent. Many were made to look like something else.

Another of Gorton's writings, "The Political Dominance of the Cabal" is a point-by-point primer on the Cabal's alleged members and murderous conspiracies.(Example: President Bill Clinton was a "Senior Member of the Dixie Mafia... Associated with dozens of suspicious deaths"; George HW Bush masterminded the savings and loan crisis, Reagan's shooting, and "domestic death squads.") The third document, "The Coup of '63, Part 1" is a JFK assassination-centric shorter version of "Fifty Years of the Deep State."

Yesterday, we called Mark Gorton to ask him about the authenticity of these documents. After a long pause, he said that he was mulling over the "consequences for me" if these documents came to light. Like what? "People killing me and my children," he said. "This has the potential to change my life."

Gorton did confirm that he wrote the essays, though, which he described as works in progress. He even agreed to send us the most recent versions of the documents, which are the versions we've embedded below. In his email to us yesterday, Gorton described his fears:

I am concerned because the criminal syndicate that I describe in these documents has a long history of harassing and killing people who describe what they do. They not only kill the people that speak up, on occasion, they also kill their family members. I have a good life and four great kids, and I would prefer not to bring the wrath of a criminal government down upon my head.

I would ask that you completely read all three documents and think about what they have to say. Having these documents suddenly appear on a blog like Gawker changes my risk profile in life.

That being said, I do think that the truth needs to be told about what has happened to our democracy. I have written these documents and I have sent them out to a limited audience. If you are interested in publishing this material, I ask that you talk to me and that this be done in a thoughtful manner. I would prefer that my life not be put in jeopardy by a casual, quick, one off, blog post.

We have decided to publish the material. We trust that any shadowy forces will be kept at bay by the public attention we are drawing to this topic.

  Fifty Years of the Deep State

  The Cabal

  Coup of 63 50th Anniversary E-mail Draft

The Weather Vane

This time now brings with it direction.  Like a weather vane, you’ve been turning with each shift of energy.  These winds are slowing down now, and you find yourself focused or at the very least starting to focus on one place.

All of the preparations and “upgrades” if you will, have changed both you and your life.  You are not the same you that you were prior to 12-21-12 and probably not thinking about the same things.  This evolution taking place for so many has and is altering the course of the planet.  You are One.

So where are you headed?  As you participate in each day you will be shown your answer.  Whatever it is you seek more of – focus there.  You pretty much command the weather vane and always have.  With consciousness now, your direction and arrival is not a surprise.

Creation is not magic, it is how life works.  The timing and appearance of things depends on the clarity of your intent and that of the universe.  It works every time.  Consistency and perseverance speed up the process.  Keeping your weather vane steady guarantees you’ll arrive precisely where you intend.

The thing that slows down the process is doubt.  Disbelief is something we are all familiar with.  My son wrote a comic when he was 12 years old.  It had 3 panels. In the first was a man jumping off a roof.  In the second was the same man flying through the air with these words in a speech bubble “I’m flying!  I can’t believe it!”  In the third panel, he falls to the ground.

Faith may have gotten a bad rap.  It’s been used to manipulate us and asked us to assign it to things we can’t see but were told were true.  Having faith in a book or an invisible God is not the same.  What is necessary now is faith in you, in the act of creation and the law of attraction.  These ideas may have felt counter to “reality” when you believed all that you were told by your institutions and their mouthpiece – the media. You have other information now and can decide for yourself what is real. Believe in your dreams and watch them play out.

This is as much doing as it is self talk.  This physical plane requires action as well as faith.  There’s a difference between doing something you’ve been told to do and doing something as a means to an end you’ve picked out yourself.  Thoughts and to a greater extent, feelings determine the effect our actions have.  It has to feel good in order for it to have the desired effect.  This means you have to feel good.  Happiness is not frivolous, it is imperative.

Ideas of a “work ethic” and “dedication” and “productivity” have been force fed to you for generations.  These fictitious attitudes are seen as necessary ingredients to “earn a living”.  Each is presented as a “good” quality to have, inspiring trust and dependence.  These are not “bad” qualities to possess, yet they are not able to be accurately determined by anyone else.  That is, without using their own agenda as a marker. When judged from the outside, they are indications of reaching someone else’s goals, not your own. Thus they stand as opinions, not truths.

It is not possible to earn what you have.  This is difficult to wrap your head around; this lack of necessity to “earn”.  Yet “earn a living” is an intentional idea placed in the populace to pave the way for servitude.  If you “earn” something like a living, it means you are dependent on someone else to give it to you.  It also means it can be taken away.  You are living.  No earning necessary.

Words have been played with and placed in our dialogue.  This, so that we’d proceed, without hesitation, and follow the plan.  You can’t help but be dedicated or productive; everything you do is a means to an end.  Be clear on where your weather vane is pointed so that you get to the place you’ve consciously chosen.

This is not to say that you are somehow failing if you keep your job.  It is asking you to re-think any judgments you hold about alternative options.  All judgments are separators and this particular judgment only keeps the current system of slavery in place.  Ultimately, we all thrive without any ideas of “earning a living”.

If you harbor beliefs around laziness, or a welfare state, understand that you’ve been fed them.  Each of us is equally worthy of food, clothing and shelter regardless of circumstance.

A lust for “more” is prevalent in man today.  It is seen not because of any inborn trait, but because he was created to serve and then surrounded in opulence he could never have.  He was then told he could work for it - if he made himself favorable to the one in power. Having “more” became the carrot on the stick.  A 14 carat carrot.

Man’s true nature is found internally.  Reaching deep within you’ll find that freedom, comfort and health is in truth what you seek, as opposed to “more”.  Today on earth these things come with wealth. They don’t have to.

So choose, focus, and intend. Have faith in you.  Trust the process. By these means you’ll arrive wherever you have pointed that weather vane.  Do so without opinion as to the directions of others, and the freedom to direct our own lives, unimpeded, will lead all of us to sovereignty.

We are the Ones we’ve been waiting for.
~Sophia
 
     April 11th on Double Dutch Radio there is an interview with Lucas and I!  Listen here.

Teleportation From One Location to Another

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Teleportation From One Location to Another
January 30, 2014 | Filed under: Breaking News,News,Sci & Tech | Posted by: Amanda Froelich

By: Amanda Froelich,

True Activist.

The concept of teleportation mainly stems from science fiction novels and movies, but what was once considered fantasy has been validated as reality in 2014. For some time, developments in quantum theory and general relativity physics have been made, leading up to recent breakthroughs which have opened up a wide arena of study in the future.

Last week, numerous teleportation breakthroughs were recorded. One example is the work of Professor Rainer Blatt from the University of Innsbruck. He and the others on his team were able to successfully perform teleportation on atoms for the first time. Their work was published in the journal Nature, and lends interesting insight into this phenomena.

Without using a physical link, the scientists were able to transfer key properties of one particle to another. In this case, the teleportation occurred in the form of transferring quantum states between two atoms, which include the atom’s energy, motion, magnetic field, and other physical properties.

This is possible due to the strange behavior that exists at the atomic scale; it’s a phenomenon called entanglement, or what Einstein labeled as “spooky action”.

A similar study was published by a team at the University of Queensland in the journal of Nature 2013. The physicists demonstrated that successful teleportation with solid state systems is possible. This is a process by which, again, quantum information can be transmitted from one place to another without sending a physical carrier of information. It is made possible through the mysterious occurrence known as ‘entanglement’.

Quantum teleportation has been replicated by numerous scientists all over the world. Exploring matter at this depth is intriguing for all those curious as to the capability and potential of the Universe.

While the above examples all refer to quantum teleportation, another form of teleportation is psychic. This is the conveyance of persons or inanimate objects by psychic means.

Eric Davis from FBIS shared his insight, “It became known to myself, along with several colleagues both inside and outside of government, that anomalous teleportation has been scientifically investigated and separately documented by the Department of Defense.” No longer is it a mysterious fantasy reserved for movies, but a reality which will most likely become further explored.

In certain areas of the world, China, specifically, psychic teleportation has already been documented. In 1981, the journal Ziran Zazhi (Nature Journal) titled, “Some Experiments on the Transfer of Objects Performed by Unusual Abilities of the Human Body” reported that “gifted children” were able to cause the teleportation of small, physical objects from one place to another. Some of the items included watches, horseflies, insects, radio micro-transmitters, photosensitive paper, and more.

Never were the objects touched beforehand, and the experiments were done under both blind and double-blind conditions. Researchers came from various colleges and sectors of the Department of Defense. It’s an exceptional case which has been showed to the public because of its necessity, according to the paper published in the People’s Republic of China.

More research was done by the Aerospace Medicine Engineering Institute in Beijing, the July of 1990. Published in the Chinese journal of Somatic Science (Kongzhi et al.,1990: Jinggenet al., 1990; Banghui; 1990), the study reported several experiments involving high speed photography videotaping which was able to capture the transfer of test specimens like nuts, matches, nails, pills, and more through the walls of sealed paper envelopes, sealed glass tubes, sealed plastic film canisters, and more without the walls of these containers being breached. All of the experiments reported using gifted children and adults to cause the teleportation of various materials.

Interestingly, it was reported that all of the test specimens remained in their original state after teleportation, including the insects. These examples show the mysterious qualities of the Universe and the potential capabilities all human beings may have, yet lack the insight on how to perform.

Artist interpretation of portals. Image Credit: Flickr / KamrenB Photography

There was no explanation to explain the results from the Chinese studies. While the studies show the scientific procedure for measuring the repeatable and objectively documented experiments (with any possibility of fraud ruled out), most are still stumped at how these phenomena were able to occur.

This has created a new movement in the scientific community; some researchers believe it’s time to think outside of the box and possibly accept there’s more to life than what meets the eye. “The results of the Chinese teleportation experiments can simply be explained as a human consciousness phenomenon that somehow acts to move or rotate test specimens through a 4th special dimension, so that specimens are able to penetrate the solid walls/barriers of their containers without physically breaching them,” said Eric Davis, Ph.D., FBIS.

These examples all demonstrate the validity of consciousness, and the many different influences it can have on our physical material world. No doubt findings will be released in the future that more deeply comprehend the phenomena and lend insight into the many mysteries of human life and the cosmos.

Sources:

Deterministic Quantum Teleportation with Atoms

Teleporation China, 1981 Journal


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Things I am Grateful For...

Things I am Grateful For...
by American Kabuki

I am grateful for life.  I am grateful for death, for it showed me the value of human life and that it all is perfect even the tough parts. I am grateful for being given 2nd chance of human life and being sent back here.  I am grateful for the NDE that showed me there is a bigger reality and there is no death, only transitions of state of being.

I am grateful to my ex-wife, our marriage was difficult, but I learned much about myself and what needed to change, and that I could not change anyone else, only me.  I am grateful she was a woman of integrity and one who always kept a confidence even if she never quite understood me. I am grateful for the child she gave birth to and raised.

I am grateful to my wonderful daughter, my little budding little astrophysicist.  May you travel the skies you now ponder and study in college!

I am grateful for MRSA, for showing that the American health care system is very flawed, and what happens when Germ warefare escapes the bio-labs and gets into San Diego beach water.  And I am grateful to the nurses and doctors who kept me alive despite the odds...  I am grateful to the Health Informatics course that showed me even more how flawed the health care system is...and why I don't want to be involved with it or automating it...  I am grateful for physical therapists and health club instructors who taught me how to eat again, walk again and helped me regain fine motor control when climbing and descending steps.  I am thankful for all the body changes and healing that makes that all seem like a distant memory.

I am grateful for bankruptcy, for discharging the enormous 1/3 million dollar hospital debt, the MRSA infection caused me.  I am grateful for it all stripping everything from me, until there was nothing to ponder but making a better world. For making time for me, in my recovery to pursue deeper matters of existence.

I am grateful to the bankers who got so greedy they killed their own banking empire.  I am grateful to all the readers who came to my blog to read about banker resignations.

I am grateful to Heather, Caleb and Randall for doing the OPPT filings.  For being the hidden force that was causing the banker resignations around the world.  I am grateful that I got to meet all but Randall, and to even live with Heather and Caleb has been a highlight of my life.  I am so grateful for that experience!

I am grateful for KP, Dani, Lisa, Brian, Bob, and all the others who came along after them too numerous to mention.  What an amazing journey it has all been together since 2012!

I am grateful to the women who did the healing work on me in Tangier last May, and grateful that the edema that plagued my ankles post MRSA has been gone for over 10 months. I am grateful that my legs are regrowing new skin tissue and much of the scarring is going away.  I am grateful my left knee is healed and now functioning perfectly.   I am grateful to Vera's Pilates instruction that is helping healing the remaining issue of the abdominal hernia   Of all the things I have faced this one is mostly cosmetic and it has improved by at least 50% since I came to Morocco. For that I am thankful.

I am grateful for having the most resilient body I could have ever been given by Source.  I am grateful for its service when I was young and handsome and fat and old. I am grateful for my body losing so much weight since coming to Morocco and deciding to grow another inch height and another size larger in shoe size.  I am grateful for all the transitions in life, Poor to wealthy and back again, handsome, ugly  and fat and soon handsome again.  I got to experience how all conditions of being felt and learned compassion from it all.  I am especially grateful to those special friends who saw the true me even in my worst moments of body or mind.

I am grateful to all the kind people I have met in Morocco, who continue to enhance my life and existence.  They have taught me the value of friendships and community.  I am grateful for the organic food they grow, and their hospitality and genuineness.

I am grateful to all the people who read my blog, and especially grateful to those donated at critical junctures of my life.    I would not be here without you and your support.

I am grateful for Hope Girl and the QEG and those engineers who will make that an every day item around the world. I am grateful those people will soon be here and bring something that can truly change the world.  I am grateful for all the new inventions yet to come that will change this planet.

I am grateful to all the beings seen and unseen, conscious and unconscious,  of separation and of ONE, of every persuasion and polarity, who have contributed to Eternal Essence's absolute plan for changing this world into something truly astounding.

I love you all!

NASA footage of UFOs

Watch the hundreds of ships that show in this one about 2:00 minutes in.

The Clinton Chronicles

Unlike the testimony in this video it was not just small aircraft smuggling cocaine into Arkansas. Since 1994 I have had three individuals who did not know each other give me first hand and second hand testimony as to the Cocaine running in planes marked as Arkansas Air Guard cargo aircraft from Colombia to Little Rock.  Whether they were actual Arkansas Air Guard planes or covert CIA aircraft is not known.

A Little Rock TV man told a close contact of mine of the cement bag pallets of Cocaine he found on tarmac at in Little rock.  Normally the pallets were under armed guard but one weekend they were not guarded and this man stuck a knife in the bags which were in shrink wrapped pallets and tasted it and it was pure cocaine from Columbia.  He said that anyone who had reported on this in Arkansas found themselves dead. No local TV station would touch the subject.

Cocaine was used to fuel the covert cabal run military space programs for a planned NWO break away civilization that David Wilcock and Andrew Basiago and  others have reported on.  It was also used to corrupt politicians and for political and influence purposes.

In the banking community Clinton is known to be part of what they call "The Texas Camp", Bill Clinton is closely connected to George HW Bush financially and has done much to further that NWO agenda.  There is no difference between the two political parties. -AK

Full article that comes with the video is here:
http://www.theforbiddenknowledge.com/hardtruth/billclintonscriminalbackground.htm

Street Sign in Phoenix Arizona

Heavenletter #4882 You Would Arise as If from a Pool

Heavenletter #4882 You Would Arise as If from a Pool

April 7, 2014

God said:

I love you. Yes, I love you. I love you more than you can fathom. You are, it seems, actually shy of love. You are afraid it is too much for you. You might feel there is obligation if you should realize the enormity of My love for you. You might feel you have to become a different person. No, not at all. Not a different person, absolutely not.

On the contrary, you would become more of yourself as you really are. You would shed layers of pretense and a misguided picture of yourself. You would become so simple, shorn of Earth-mandated appearance. Heretofore, We may consider your existence on Earth as only an approximation of yourself, perhaps an imitation of yourself.

You would become effortless. Tension would be gone. The True You in all your simplicity would arise. You would breathe as if for the first time. You would shed layers of fabrication, of ambition, of performance, even of excellence. Nevertheless, as you let go of all that covers you up or intrudes upon you, you would know your excellence, and your excellence may well not be what you thought it had to be.

You would arise as if from a pool. You would arise refreshed. You and Who You Are would match how you see yourself. Others would also begin to get a good idea of Who You Are rather than their impression. In your clear simplicity, you would be who you are and no fol de rol with it. The Real You would stand up, and you would stand tall, and you would be a blessing to yourself, everyone and the Universe. You would be known. Your simple humble masterful Self would shine through with no barriers to mask it. Everyone would see you, and they would see your Self Who, of course, is more than your individuality. They would see a Rose in Bloom, and they would begin to know that they are a Rose in Bloom as well.

You would be like the runner who ran faster and further than had been believed possible and broke the records. Because of you, others would also break their own limits. Permission to ascend that had never been withheld except by one’s own consciousness would now be a gift to the world and everyone in it. No holds barred. Really not so much that the rope had been raised higher but rather that there was no rope to raise. Ah, this is freedom to be Who You Really Are. No pulling you up or pulling you down. You would take yourself the way life is meant to be taken -- as it comes.

You would not be stretching yourself. You would be allowing yourself to be the Magnificence I know you to be. You would begin to see. You would begin to see Creation. You, who are Creation, will create, and you will know yourself as a Creator of Wonder. You will no longer wonder about your capabilities and worth to the world. You will soar, and you will soar, not for yourself, but for the world.

You would have fewer thoughts about your individual self. Why? Because you would truly know and live Oneness. You won’t be able to not. Who, which of My children, could possibly resist living in Oneness? Who would not soar when geared to soar? Who would not take off? And who would take off and leave anyone behind? This would indeed be an army, an untrained army, ready to take over the whole world but giving the world to everyone just the way an Emperor might see the land as his and yet give it away. This would be an army of peace flying in perfect accord with everyone else. No uniforms needed.

This is the Arrival of Oneness on Earth. It has been destined, and you are fulfilling the destiny that was drawn from the birth of the Universe. So be it.

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RESONANCE

RESONANCE

By American Kabuki

resonance
a : the intensification and enriching of a musical tone by supplementary vibration
b : a quality imparted to voiced sounds by vibration in anatomical resonating chambers or cavities
c : a quality of richness or variety
d : a quality of evoking response
(Source: Merriam-Webster Dictionary)

In the course of my journey with the banker resignations and then the OPPT filings and the later I AM filings, a concept has come to the fore that I had never considered prior to 2013 in all that much depth. But the roots of the issue with me go much deeper in my life.

The issue is resonance.  Resonance of TRUTH within YOUR BEING.  When I was involved in a mini-reformation in an American Christian sect I came to understand that not all interpretations of scripture rang true to me, and that things that rang true, rang like a BELL.  It reverberates in your being as true. That which did not ring true was often a source of consternation and disharmony within my BEing.

Resonance is key, for all is frequencies of light and love.  Love is the BEING, and LIGHT IS THE DOING -> DOING IS LOVE IN MOTION...  DOING IS LOVE IN ACTION.  Christians might say "Faith without Works is Dead".  But so again is KNOWING without WORKS, DOING...is just as dead for its only potential energy not yet converted to kinetic energy.  Faith is just a few states short of KNOWING, and many people these days KNOW but have not yet learned to DO.

I have been very successful in my blogging DOings and that has been because I write what resonates with me, and it often resonates with others.  I always write like I stand naked before you all. There is no shield or barrier when I write on my blogs.  But there are things that I want to DO beyond the keyboard world of words and bits and in physicality. I AM in transition at this moment, and I do not know completely what I AM going to DO next.  That's okay, my entire life is transition.  I have made it 6 months here in Morocco, and I know it will soon be a year and all is well.


During my youth I had propensity to stir people.  I still do. My father was often upset at me for speaking what was true about our family.  Children have no pretense, that comes in time from learning to avoid pain or criticism from others.

One of my earliest memories was an encounter with my Sunday school teacher, explaining Jesus to the class. I hadn't really wanted to go Sunday school, I would have rather been playing with my Tonka construction trucks in my sand box at home.  My father at that time was non-religious but my mother thought I needed training in Methodist Sunday School.  The teacher was explaining to us at Scottsdale United Methodist that Jesus was THE Son of God.  This is of course one of the three legs in the three legged stool of limitation in Christian doctrine, called the Trinity.

She asked us if we had any questions.  I raised my hand and asked the obvious, "HOW did you he become the Son of God?"  Her trite reply to me was "because he lived a perfect life!"  I asked a follow-up question, "If I live a perfect life will I be a Son of God?"  Her eyes flashed anger and frustration at that question because she did not expect it.  "No Billy, you will be an angel!"    This really bothered me.   How was it in my 5 year old world view that one human could be so highly thought of and gain this status through DOing and another could not be by the same doing?  There was no RESONANCE WITHIN my being.  When I got home I explained to my father the conundrum of what I was told, and told him I did not want to go back because I did not think the explanation was fair.  My father agreed and said I didn't have return. And that ended my journey with the Methodists.

A few years later my father had his "conversion" to one of the American Christian apocalyptic sects known as the Worldwide Church of God.  There are many similar sects.  This one was unique in that it believed God was a family rather than Trinity. That resonated with me to a great degree.

My father was in military intelligence during World War II in the North African campaign and the invasion of Sicily and Italy.  He flew his P-38 fighter plane as security escort to President Roosevelt's boat trip to Yalta over the Mediterranean Sea. I grew up hearing about the Illuminati, Communism, The Vatican, The Rothschild Bankers, John Birch, and Immanuel Velikovsky (of Worlds in Collision fame). My father spoke of these things, things he knew about from the war,  all except his connection to military intelligence. I only learned after his death, he kept that secret to his death. The things my father spoke were not heard on radio, TV, or newspapers of that time.  I was at times embarrassed because none of my friends dad's spoke of these things.  I wondered if my dad was crackpot. Teenagers don't like to stick out. Yet he did know things and he did have very unusual experiences in during the War. Nobody could deny that.

Late one night a preacher man came on the radio while working late repairing a customer's car and he spoke of a united Europe that would come and that it would be repeat of the Nazi third Reich, this got my father's attention.  His memories of the war, and Nazi brutality were quite fresh in his mind.  My father bought into the scenario described, and the associated fear and donations that he gave as a kind of insurance policy from God for an escape from these purported prophecies of the End Time.  Much of it fit many of the things he knew about Europe and who ran it and America.  Unfortunately this led him and his family on 15 year detour through the religion of Herbert W. Armstrong which was really just one giant money extraction machine. My journey lasted another 15 years in that organization after my father left it, which kept me in constant conflict with him.  What my father did not know was the intimate relationship organized religion has with banking, in creating limiting beliefs, blind obedience to "authorities" and also religions role as the ideal money laundering outlet. Donations are often cash and real estate.

I remember being required to go through what the church called "The Bible Correspondence Course" (all 69 of them). These things bored me to tears as they amounted to a careful bread crumbed trail of scriptures through the Bible designed to lead you to certain conclusions.  Any other trail was discouraged, for this was "THE TRUTH".  Text without context is always pretext.  And this course was certainly that.  But I had an authoritarian military disciplined father, and compliance was required, either that or run away, which I did do briefly once at age 15.

One day in utter boredom. I just read the gospels for what they said.  I read these remarkable scriptures about love, and about not returning violence for violence, not returning spite for spite, and the remarkable concept loving your enemy.  I didn't quite understand the why but I did know my church was not teaching these things. I felt RESONANCE to these teachings. I did not know why.  I just knew they were not doing them or teaching them at church.  They'd rather talk about the end of the world rather than make a better world NOW.  It was a life of fear rather than of PRESENCE.

There were many years that followed, and I began to believe that this RESONANCE that differed from religious teachings required me to defer to spiritual "authorities" of my church.  My church taught that children did not have the Holy Spirit (Eternal Essence) and that only baptized adults did (years later I realized there'd be no life without Eternal Essence if that were true).  We were considered intrinsically evil from birth, by virtue of the "fall of man" at the time of Adam, until "saved" by water baptism in Jesus name.  I came to distrust my RESONANCE, to subdue it.  When RESONANCE BURST FORTH,  I even considered it the work of the devil distracting me from the path God had laid for me. But still it would not go away no matter the religious programming. The still small voice of truth and conscience was always there.

When came into my 30s as a man, this resonance grew, and the conflicts with my belief system became even more apparent.   Finally I found myself in full conflict with the religion because was all a lie to make money.  There was not even the pretense of religious conviction (one can understand doing something because they believe it), only marketing plans to shift doctrine to a more profitable one. It was after all a "non-prophet" organization. After all there were building mortgages to be paid and they have had some lovely Pasadena properties along the Rose Bowel Parade route.   I basically declared war on the religion and defeated it with the help of a small army of people working with email lists and webs sites providing factual material that was long covered up.  It was in fact, good training for what I did in 2012 and 2013 on my blog.  Almost everyone I work with has found themselves being in conflict with the religion of their youth. I am not unique in that.

When the OPPT filings came out, they STRONGLY RESONATED with me.  IT STILL DOES.  But early on there was some information given to me personally about my identity, which I have not blogged about, in another life, that caused me great difficulty.   I was supposed to be honored by this purported knowledge and the plan it involved. But it put me in great internal DISSONANCE.  It DID NOT FIT MY BEING. I once again, like I did in my youth, deferred to  people I considered spiritual authorities and knowledgeable in a number of other matters.  Yet all humans make mistakes.

DISSONANCE IS THE LACK OF RESONANCE.  It DISABLES CONFIDENCE. IT DISABLES LOVE. LOVE THRIVES IN THE RESONANCE OF TRUTH.

I think the intentions of those who told me this, were innocent enough.  They had their reasons, and beliefs,  and searches they were doing, which have since changed on many subjects. We've all grown hugely since that time.  But it was ME that LOOKED to EXTERNAL AUTHORITIES, rather than RESONANCE WITHIN, that caused the dissonance within ME.  I didn't listen to my resonance and I couldn't understand why I was in constant turmoil as to my own being and existence.  I was in constant search for a solution and it was all external.

I am not the only one who has gone through something like this.  There are others who found their own "experts",  gurus", galactic historians, akashic readers, astrologers, rune casters, palm readers, Tarot cards experts who have had their own dissonance detours in recent years. Mine was just one on steroids.

I came to this understanding last night. after a rather heated Skype discussion with an old friend.  They completely missed the point I was trying to make, and then tried to put another layer of EXTERNAL beliefs projections and motives on me that I do not have. And it just royally pissed me off.  Don't get me wrong we will both be joking with each in a week, but we are all triggering each other here in Morocco like popcorn kernels in hot argan oil.

I won't repeat what I said them in response.  But the interaction was useful (Thank you love) because the strong emotions the exchange invoked in me, resulted from me realizing for the first time in 15 months that I was angry because I LET an EXTERNAL SOURCE OVERRIDE my RESONANCE to begin with, and they were trying to do it again. BASTIA! NO MORE!  I love them dearly, but no more of this nonsense!

TRUTH IS FOUND IN RESONANCE.  Its the only way you will navigate some of things that are coming.  And it will not be exactly the same for everyone as each life is different.

I do not know who I was prior to this life. All I know is what I have memory of in this life. That's the only data I have.  And that's plenty enough to deal with at this time.

I love you all!  Hold on to what rings true. Nothing else matters.